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Dear Red Bull

I love you like a love song baby. – Selena Gomez & The Scene (I Love You Like A Love Song Baby)

I tried to stay away from you. (I swear). You wielded too much power over me, and I knew I was drinking you way too much. I needed you more and more… you’d leave me up for hours. Shaking. One of my New Year’s resolutions was to get healthy/sleep more, so I decided to cut you out of my life.

You are beautiful, like a dream come alive, incredible.

My god, I didn’t know the hold you had on me. I remember when we first met, and from the first drop my life hasn’t ever been the same. The first day without you was rough. I could still taste you, and more than once you entered my mind. I resisted. I refused to even go into the convenience store on the corner, because you’d surely beckon. For the last three days, I’ve been feeling horrible/drained/blah. I couldn’t focus, almost as if there was a thick veil over my brain.

There’s no way to describe what you do to me, you just do to me what you do….. you are magical, lyrical, beautiful, you are.

I felt drugged, but not in the good way. Yesterday, I drifted off in class, and my student Hiromi asked me if I’d had a long day: “Why yes, I have.” (An eight-hour day with no Red Bull). Weary. I’ve been weary, so I decided just to get a bit of you this morning, and some more of your heavenly gold this afternoon. Almost at once, I became alive, a breathing/thinking woman again. Awake.

You saved my life again, and I want you to know I love you like a love song baby.

Red Bull, I won’t deny anymore that I need you in my life. I promise to never be such a fool again… come what may.

All my love,

Val

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7 thoughts on “Dear Red Bull

  1. I WILL KICK YOUR ASSETS>>>RED BULL IS MY LOVER..
    I EVEN HAVE PICTURES TO PROVE IT!!
    HE IS MY GREATEST ADDICTION and NOW I FIND OUT YOUR HAVING HIM TOO!!! arrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrghhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!
    I WILL NOT GIVE HIM UP VAL, NEVER!!!

  2. letters from val says:

    Impossible!

    a) Red Bull can’t be in two places at once b) RB’s faithful only to me, but if I’m wrong c) We can share… it’s just that good… I’ll share.

  3. letters from val says:

    Ain’t it tho? I broke in the withdrawal phase… like, what’s the point in not indulging?

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